I've found a love greater than life itself

Testing my patience much God? Testing my reliability on you? I get it. I’m all yours and you have me in your arms but I still feel so frustrated. Its like there is a constant battle in my mind and it has been affecting my relationships with the people around me. Why is it so hard to keep my focus on you? I don’t know how to deal with things properly and I end up in situations I don’t want to be in where I feel like I have to solve everything when it isn’t my deal in the first place. You’re moving my best friend away from me… but the thing is our relationship is kind of on the rocks anyway so I guess it’s not that big of a deal. You are my only solution but I just wish it would be an easy solution where no one would get hurt and it wouldn’t cause issues and stupid drama…Gosh I hate high school.